hi everyone, I'm finally back ^^
I'm taking a good break from the knitted dolls now. I'm still making them but at a very casual manner
I decided to use some of my strange colored yarns and make pretty dolls with them. Some yarn colors are really challenging and i have to really think about how am i gonna use them. Its actually more fun making knitted items this way! :3
I have decided to try my hands in coloring with markers now. I really like how the markers are and i'm still experimenting with them. I won't let go of photoshop in fact i am planning to draw a few things soon :3 i just haven't decided what to draw yet
maybe i'll re-draw an old drawing of mine. or draw my Ocs. It really depends on my time and mood..
I will continue writing my chapters again. but since i haven't touched it for a long time it will take me time. most of my OCs are better developed now and some i still have some issues with that i need to fix first. we'll see what happens. i have to keep in mind that my OCs are my own original OC now. its not fan based anymore. but because i started the chapters way before and i wrote a lot of it, it would be a shame to scrap it now. i will write the full original when i finish the fan-fic version. only for the sake of finishing it. but it will turn out good..i hope
and lastly, how was everyone's year?? mine sucked as hell. no it was truly depressing for me. everything that could have gone wrong..did go wrong for me. i even ended up having some issues with my knitted partner which i did not see it coming. to say it bluntly she didn't work as much as she could and i worked the bulk of our knitted items. it nearly destroyed me since i only knitted dolls this year. i had to sacrifice DA, my art, and pretty much my life to make the dolls. it was just awful, watching my knitting partner do anything she want and i was stuck making the dolls. and yes i know as a partner i should be able to speak up, but i can't. because she's my sister and there are some personal reasons why i couldn't fight back. and besides..i didn't think she'd take it that far.
the only good thing about my last year is i took 2 art classes online and that kept me kinda sane. but i lost some time on that for the knitting as well. and it was all my knitting partner's fault. yea..that really took its toll on me and i ended up not coming online here on DA for a very long time.
i hope this year is way better than the last because in all honesty...no i cannot stand another year like the past one. i just can't. and i'm praying that the next year is better and i get to do what i want, not what the people around me want from me.
so lets all pray for a good and productive happy year. and i want my year to be less (or even none) stressful and none depressing this time! ^^ i freaking hope it will turn out that way i really do. otherwise i might end up in a mental hospital O.o